Dec 10, 2010  •  In Baby, Claire, Motherhood, Parenting, Personal

The State of the Union, 10 Weeks

Today I’ve decided to regale my readers with another post-partum mega update…complete with stretch mark pictures! Baby care has definitely gotten easier. Don’t get me wrong — it’s still pretty tough, but the horrendous first six weeks have passed and gone with them are first-time parent jitters (and idiocracy), in addition to the zombie state […]

Dec 8, 2010  •  In Depression, Motherhood, Personal

I Do Not Have PPD

In response to my last post, many people have suggested that I go see a doctor and be screened for PPD (post partum depression). And reading each one of those comments made me angry. I couldn’t quite pinpoint the reason. They are just trying to be supportive — why the hate? Did my anger stem […]

Nov 30, 2010  •  In Baby, Claire, Motherhood, Parenting, Personal

Last Week, I…

Quit breastfeeding. Had to choose between quitting cold turkey and gradually quitting (by cutting out one pumping/nursing session every couple of days). Decided that engorgement pain is preferable to the razor-sharp pain from thrush I get every time my right breast is emptied. Smelled like cabbage soup as I stuffed my bra with cold cabbage leaves […]

Nov 21, 2010  •  In Motherhood, Personal

Purple Breastmilk

And now for this week’s fun/gross (over)sharing post… Anyone care to venture a guess as to why my breastmilk has taken on a purple hue? I have not digitally altered this picture, except to up thesaturation a bit so that you can see the purple better. Just in case you’re wondering, I know why my […]

Nov 16, 2010  •  In Baby, Claire, Motherhood, Parenting

Breast Fest 2010 Postponed

Unfortunately, J and I have decided to postpone Breast Fest (that’s my name for my 24-hour, breast-only, no-bottles-allowed marathon) a week or two. We have always known that Claire has a “witching hour” — a period at night where a baby is extra fussy and cranky — but it has progressed to full-blown colic over […]

Nov 16, 2010  •  In Baby, Claire, Motherhood, Personal

Wednesday. It’s On.

I am pretty sure that I do not need a lactation consultant. Claire has a perfectly good latch. I do not have any supply issues. I am comfortable in different breastfeeding positions. I have read La Leche League’s The Womanly Art of Breastfeeding front to back, and am always visiting breastfeeding support forums, so I am […]

Nov 13, 2010  •  In Baby, Claire, Motherhood, Parenting, Personal

Trying to Do What’s Best

Claire has had thrush on and off for about a month now, (I don’t know why doctors prescribe Nystatin when it only works in about 50% of thrush cases) and it looks like it’s spread to my boobs too. So now I am battling both thrush and mastitis. Perhaps I had thrush first which caused the […]

Nov 1, 2010  •  In Baby, Claire, Motherhood, Personal

State of the Union, 4.5 Weeks

“Do you still want more kids, seeing how hard it’s been so far?” I asked J yesterday. “Of course,” he replied. “It may be hard now, but the rewards will be worth it.” “Well, I don’t want any more kids,” I told him. “I can’t imagine going through this again, especially if we have another […]

Oct 20, 2010  •  In Guest Posts, Motherhood, Parenting

Guest Post: Impending Motherhood

While I may not have many friends in real life with babies, I have many online friends to whom I can turn for support, commiseration, and questions. Creature Gorgeous is just one of these friends, and we have developed quite a bond entering motherhood for the first time with our pregnancies just 8 weeks apart. Not […]