Feb 3, 2010  •  In Personal, Pregnancy

Scared

It’s starting to happen. A couple of the women on the “October 2010” pregnancy board have miscarried, or are in the process of miscarrying. And I know that more are bound to drop out as time progresses. Please don’t let me be one of those people. You may also like: Three Notes of Superficiality Wherein […]

Jan 30, 2010  •  In Personal, Pregnancy

Comparing Children

Dear Baby, I always swore that I would never compare my children, but I already catch myself comparing this pregnancy to my last. I can’t help it — I’m so scared! I’m majorly concerned that I have had practically no symptoms. My breasts aren’t sore, my nausea is minimal, and I’m not even peeing that […]

Jan 29, 2010  •  In Baby, Books, Funny, Pregnancy

Where Babies Come From (NSFW)

I recently came across photographs of a German book called Where Babies Come From. I can’t tell if it’s meant to be a children’s book or not…because the illustrations are enough to make even adults blush! I only wish I knew German so I could understand what the book says. Would you show your kids […]

Jan 28, 2010  •  In Pregnancy

Top 3 Home Pregnancy Test Tips

I have been learning so much on my TTC (trying to conceive) journey that I have an undeniable urge to share this information with my readers. Please feel free to pass along the info to friends, or save it for future reference.   Tip #1: You Can Save Money by Buying in Bulk If you […]

Jan 28, 2010  •  In Personal, Pregnancy

My Minor Freak-Out Over Pregnancy Tests

As stated numerous times in my main blog, our first 2 months of TTC (trying to conceive) after my miscarriage were unsuccessful. It was only by using online resources such as Fertility Friend and the wonderful community at BabyCenter that I was able to become more in-tune with my body and become informed on practically […]

Jan 28, 2010  •  In Pregnancy

Week 4

Dear Baby, Yesterday, when I entered my estimated due date (according to Fertility Friend, it is October 7) into BabyCenter, you were 3 weeks old. So boy was I surprised to log in this morning to see that you are now at 4 weeks! So far you have been good to me. Aside from some […]

Jan 27, 2010  •  In Pregnancy

A Big…Fat…POSITIVE

Dear Baby, Today is your father’s 32nd birthday. And today, I was able to surprise him with the best present: It’s faint, but it’s definitely there. I am pregnant with you! This is the happiest moment I’ve had in months and months. I had tears of joy streaming down my face as soon as your […]

Dec 8, 2009  •  In Personal, Pregnancy

Revelation 21:4

Dear Tater Tot, Today I would’ve been 21 weeks pregnant with you. I would’ve officially passed the halfway mark, would undoubtedly have a sizeable bump, would know your gender, and have felt you moving inside of me. Yesterday was my 29th birthday. I did not have a candle to blow out, but if I were […]

Nov 18, 2009  •  In Personal, Pregnancy

The Bloodstain on the Couch

Yesterday I got my first period since losing the baby. From reading other women’s experiences, I knew that it would be heavier than normal. I knew that it would more painful than normal. I had prepared myself for it…or so I thought. The pain was excruciating, and my usual go-to remedy of Midol only dulled […]

Nov 1, 2009  •  In Personal, Pregnancy

Another 5-6 Months?

Yesterday my mother took me to a doctor who specializes in Eastern medicine. After the precursory examination of my eyes, hands, nails, and taking my pulse for a long, long time, the doctor asked me, “Why are you so stressed out?” She went on to say that everything seems physically fine…it is just my mental […]